try

i dont want to look like im trying too hard
i dont want to look desperate
im always trying so hard
i dont want to sound like im proving myself
prove it!
im just always trying my hardest
im always trying so hard
no one can see me trying
why dont they think i try
what do they think im lazy
i mean come on im trying so hard
why does everyone think im never trying so hard
i mean just why dont you just try to be me
what does that even mean
mean, mean, mean
there are like three meanings of the word mean
i mean at least three that i know
im trying to know
im trying so hard
cant you tell
why dont you think im trying
why isnt trying enough
why dont you just try to make trying be enough
why dont you just try as hard as me
then it would be enough
just try it
just try me